It's strange how things still get to you
Mar. 3rd, 2008 10:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It's been five years and about two months. But I can still get to bawling my eyes out over my 'old man', I miss him so much.
Yes, I know. I'm being silly. I just can't help myself. And it's not even as though I can swoop up Symba and give him a good old cuddle to make myself feel better, as he'd just freak out and I'd end up getting scratched. Not like Tammie - he was always up for a cwtch, any time I wanted. And plenty of time I didn't.
Meh.
I'm going to bed now. I owe people responses to various things, and I'm sorry. I'm just not much in the mood this evening.
Yes, I know. I'm being silly. I just can't help myself. And it's not even as though I can swoop up Symba and give him a good old cuddle to make myself feel better, as he'd just freak out and I'd end up getting scratched. Not like Tammie - he was always up for a cwtch, any time I wanted. And plenty of time I didn't.
Meh.
I'm going to bed now. I owe people responses to various things, and I'm sorry. I'm just not much in the mood this evening.
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Date: 2008-03-03 11:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-04 09:22 pm (UTC)We are closer now than we were, but only on his terms. He'll sit alongside me on the sofa when I'm on the laptop, but what he really wants is to sit on my lap at every opportunity. It's only in the last year he's quit doing that little dance they do where they move around and around, padding at you for ages till they finally settle down.
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Date: 2008-03-04 09:23 pm (UTC)One of my favourite pictures of him is the one where he's on your lap having a cwtch.
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Date: 2008-03-04 10:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-04 10:58 pm (UTC)I need to get it rescanned. I have a better scanner these days.
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Date: 2008-03-05 02:57 am (UTC)Please do!
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Date: 2008-03-04 09:26 pm (UTC)Don't be sorry hon - this hurt is five years old. You'd think I'd be less sensitive by now.